alltruthsbetold

2008-06-07T00:31:00.003+08:00

I feel so much like crying. There. 6 simple words.

010607

2007-06-01T14:04:00.000+08:00

im getting lazy agn. seriously got to reorganise my life a lil bit. hahaha.

& im super tired right nw. & that wld explain my babbling. =x

but im thankful for having you. loves. :D

290507

2007-05-29T02:39:00.000+08:00

i havent felt so happy for a long time. seriously.

THANK YOU. :D

im starting to miss you.

250507

2007-05-25T01:07:00.000+08:00

my tagboard screwed up on me. so i had to get a new one. ):

but i've been really happy these days. im happy. FINALLY. after so many days/weeks/months/years of keeping things to myself. FREE. im who i used to be. & i love it. (:

i want to sing out to the world.

210507

2007-05-21T19:17:00.000+08:00

i've been cooped up at home the whole day. & i didnt like it. it makes me feel really alone. there's no one to talk to. the only company i got was from my ipod. ):

being alone scares me actually. i need to be around people. well most of the time anyway. & i managed to have fun last night with the guys at kbox. cant wait to go out with you guys again. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEOK! :D

190507

2007-05-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

i feel tired. i guess i've been feeling too emo nowadays. ):

been slipping away from God for a really long time. no wonder i've felt so lonely. im ashamed of myself actually. everytime i crawl back to Him asking for forgiveness, i slip away.

i do thank God for everything he's given me. even things that im not necessarily happy about. & i thank Him for all the wonderful friends who've stayed by my side while i was going through rough patches. i have no idea what i'll do without you guys. (:

you know who you are. if you dont, then dont bother.

& i've forgotten how much i used to love this song. =x

am i not pretty enough?
is my heart too broken?

2007-05-18T15:25:00.000+08:00

my body's shutting down on me. BIG TIME.

170507

2007-05-17T14:12:00.000+08:00

God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your lungs close
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because
I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery

160507

2007-05-16T12:20:00.000+08:00

i cant believe how incredibly dumb i became. & to only realise it now, its a total embarassment.

i should have known after all these while. it was always about you. everything else was a lie. fuck. fuck. fuck.

150507

2007-05-15T11:34:00.001+08:00

IM BACK. yes my blog's been revived once more. i've decided to make an effort to keep it this way. i hope my enthusiasm will last long enough though. ):

like every other time, im having problems organizing my thought process. & so it always ends up in verbal diarrhoea.

but i've done alot of thinking recently. i even sat in my old school canteen & thought about life. no, not the aj canteen. the stnicks canteen. with uncle mobeen's iced milo & orange bowl. & i realised what was the problem. i didnt move on.

sometimes i dont feel like i know myself. i feel alone. okay i just sounded desperate. but not that kind of desperate. i just need someone to talk to. to bare my heart out to. everyone's been busy so here i am. rambling nonsense into the world wide web for strangers to see. sad isnt it?

tears on the pillow.
blood on the knife.